Abbie is the love of my life and I will never move on from her. I feel an empty hole where my heart once was now filled with anguish and despair. Iâm so sorry for how Iâve treated you and I miss you and love you more then words can describe. I feel the need to express these emotions over this post rather then to you as being emotionally vulnerable will destroy me mentally. I hope that one day you will see this post and remember my face my cupcake. I canât move on and love again without confronting these demons of mine. Please take me back one day