Depression

It feels as if a knife is being wedged into your chest, every mistake or slip up or bad event is the knife slowly being wound deeper into your heart. Every problem is different in size and is therefore sometimes pushed in deeper than usual. Eventually it's in so deep you only need one last problem to send it plunging into your heart. You can stagger around with the knife in your heart as long as you want, but there are ways to remove and heal it. Some solutions work better than others, crying will clean the wound but the knife will not be removed. Sharing your problems and telling someone else about your problems gives them the chance to fully remove the knife and cleanse the wound, something you may be unable to do due to the immense pain.

You will never be fully happy again, your scar will remain forever, but you don't have to let it control you.

...I have depression?