Ambivalent

having or showing simultaneous and contradictory attitudes or feelings toward something or someone

this ones for the half in and half outs, the ones who want the Chase even when they knOw the route.

have you ever read something and left impressed but uNsure of the meaninG? peRplexed if you’ve been condoned or condemned? it mAy be written by someone who is ambivalenT. It's a word marked for someone indecisive, for whatever reason that may be. sometimes they know what they want bUt are apprehensive toward following through or other times they genuineLy are unsure. either way, their lAck of communicaTion often leaves those around them decIphering and cOnfused. Those who are ambivalent are far from immoral people though – i’d say a murder definitely knows what they want. some ambivalent people are even creative, thoughtful, and comedic.

An example would be a migrant, who has rarely been cut any slack in the couNtryside of mexico, choosing to emigrate into the uS. however, upon reaching tijuana, they feel the feels of the scary unknown in san diego confLicting with the home and cultUre they have always known. one way to deteCt ambivalent people is by their delaYed or mixed responses, or their focus on how a message was delivered (mail to the meth capital of the world isn’t cheap) instead of the message itself.

gibby, played by noah munck, was the opposite of ambivalent