It's when you experience something so unexplainable it changes you completely. You accept the past, forget the present and ignore the future.
The feeling was so Cotheanine
True chaos is to have free will. Action with consequences. The consequences can be bad or good. But it also acknowledges that people view your actions differently. True chaos allows growth, change, and provides an open mind. It will never be certain but it's certainly uncertain.
I live by True chaos