Depression

Imagine being in a cave and your trapped in a cage. There is no escape. Your surrounded by darkness. There is no light no happiness. Snd you know if you do feel happy it all ends. And your left in that cage all alone begging to be free. You will scream out for help no one will hear you. You cry but everyone thinks your attention seeking. You want to be like everyine else. You want to experience everything like everyone else but you cant. You can't breath. You start to loose interest in all your hobbys and fun activities. You push away your friends. You stop loving as much as you did. Because you realised no one ever loved you. Your alone. Your scared. You are on the edge of crying. Everyone ignores you. No one listens but when they have problems they will come crying t you and all you can do is listen and feel bad because you know what it's like and you don't want anyone else to feel like this. You start to get angry a lot more. Your changing and there's nothing you can do to control it. It's like your losing control of your own life and the only way to regain that control is suicide. Depression is a bitch and it's not a joke.

But for anyone who feels like this nd might be suffering with depression . You are beautiful and a lot of poeple love you. You are not alone. Reach out to someone. It might be a loved one or a counceller. You are a wonderful human being and anyone who tells you otherwise are just jealous and have nothing better to do with their life. Keep trying. I love you. You are a flower and all you need to do is bloom. No matter what your looks don't mean anything. You might be skinny or fat (i hate to say that word) tall or short but that doesn't mean anything. You are still beautiful. Everyone is unique and phenomenal. Please remember this.
Your skin isn't paper dont cut it,
You body/figure isn't a book don't judge it,
Your life isn't a movie don't end it!
Stay strong my babes. I love you all.