When you're jealous of someone's place in life but you stÃll admire what they create, or generally what they do.
"I have a lot of jealous admiration of your dad.", Said your best friend with a smirk.
when one transcends boredom and becomes uninterested in life itself. ; pure boredom.
man 1: im tired of life. It's too bland and boring.
man 2: so you're rewqfdsavcxziuytkjhgmnbpol
man 1:... huh?