The feelings of a law student towards your studies when you get obsessive compulsive disorder and need to memorise too many legal rules with a full-time load of study.
It's the law anhedonia. Law students are notorious for becoming lonely and depressed during their time as a student. Sometimes, they will develop the law anhedonia. Law students with the law anhedonia do their entire legal work without the need for hiring a lawyer to show how good they are at mitigating their loss to avoid accountability at all costs.