Depression

A feeling of empty space being filled with you worthless existence. You have a lot of masks and you might wear a mask with a smile on every day of your life and wonder what life really is. Billie eilish is not depressing music but if you listen to her and say you're depressed I will RIP your head right off. It is not a joke and it make your emotions out of wack but no matter what you must keep that smile on because you can't let anyone fully in. You might stop eating or over eating because sometimes you dont care about your looks and sometimes you do. You will lose friends or keep true ones because you will end up locking everything out of you actual emotions.

Guy 1 :BiLlIE EiLiSh Is So SaD
Guy 2: no its almost always wanting to hide away and/or die
Guy 1: Hmmmmmmm no its Billie eilish
Guy 3 : no he just defined depression because it is a feeling of constant pain and sadness

Depression

Always being sad but wearing a mask to hide the river of tears from coming and never truly being happy . Billie eilish is not depressing. Also never fully trusting anyone and shutting out everything. I am not some random teen saying this I am a teen living this so dont make it a joke . I'm call it the big sad darkness and sometimes it's all I see

I'm not a joke I'm a nightmare people actually live and I mess you up when I want ~depression