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When someone acts sweet and interested in you, to pull out her magicians hate a fan club of fuckboys who belittle you, your ego, and try to cripple your self awareness of being attractive by believing woman will give you a false sense hope to leave you continuously stood up. Itâs quite mercilessly heartless to a experience of understanding some people just get a good laugh and modest entertainment out of your faults, and crippling patronizing self assurance to be assertive again nonetheless.
I donât know Iâm on my pitty party, I thought returning to the places I once adored more than my own home would bring back to voided area I canât fill in my heart but no one is even the same person or ppl I once knew, but life happens and we all grew... this candycage is a sugar tooth to lost looms.
To tell someone to give them confidence, to explain they need a modest push.
Tell me something that gives me courage. Friend; like wht, why? Me: something that makes me feel like I can handle this for both of us, tell me something that shows me we can and Iâm difficult times Iâll have patience. Friend; like Excovisionalize me , excovisionalize us.
Falleniousensual
When you fall so deeply in love with a woman that it is literarly infectious. Not in the since of stds, or any transmitted disease. But they literary become your go around thought process. You breath a deep exhale and your body vibrates with the very thought of that individual. To extent that, that love in its self is your demise. As you slip so sudden into that spill, that it makes ou become sensual to even the most horrific things a person deminish of ones self confidence and ordinance of theyâre reality of life.
Friend: What happened with you and hev? Me: I donât know things happened I canât explain. Friend: how so? Me: she stop telling me what was wrong when I could read she was struggling over things.. friend: well like what things? Me: I donât know dude fuck.. friend: but when I started to realize she wasnât okay, an that actually she had done and acted in ways she couldnât tell me.. I became curious more bossy an put my feelings before hers. When Iâm any situation I should reevaluate mine and how they affect Her as well. Friend: ya go on? Me: well it came to an extent. She was trying to hurt me because I started to get so hurtful with the things Iâd ask.. and it ruptured our love with emended backlash of actions with no remorse with prideful intentions.. friend: woah.. me: yes, I know but I never wanted her to act out in such ways she just took my ways of expressing my doubt in areas about certain things as insults other than discussions. Itâs made me especially Falleniousensual sheâs made me feel as if Iâm incapable as well as too cenial to ever love again.
When someone beats the very ego of your soul to pulp. Typically leaving you senseless and with a false sense of overwhelming disruption of emotion.
She wonât be direct, talk to me tell me what she needs; contentment? When I know it isnât commitment, is her obligation really more urgent that of mine is? My delirium a bit, optimistic intrinsic. Iâm long for her in my wish but Iâm spaced, Incase a barrierors I no longer look to break. Friend: Sheâs milk you dry bro, sorry to say. Your wasting your time on someone who doesnât want to be loved.
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The act of taking a after noon nap.
Iâm finna take a cat nap for a hour or 2
When your tired as fuck basically wrecked and not in a fuck up way but a tired as fuck way and now have to work a 8 hour shift with no pleasurable benefit of the night before.
Man for real fuck my life I could drive off a bridge Iâm so fucking work wex but I just gotta learn to get over it.