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Depression

If you see this, please keep in mind that your mood and depression are two different things.

Have you ever felt alone on a dark night? You try to listen to some music but that wouldn't help. You think the Interpersonal relationship is so complexed that there is no one that you can trust. You don't believe in love, you think people will always betray you. Actually, you really need love, but no one understands you. You want people to say goodnight to you because you have always say goodnight to yourself, as usual, no one did. You become weaker and weaker each day, you think you are innocent at first, but then when you see your tears, you think you are gross, really gross. Then when you think of suicides and deaths, you think that is a relief, it's a cure for life. You keep telling yourself that it's ok, you keep to avoid reality. But, you are alone. With depression.

I know. It's hard sometimes to stands with alone and depressed.

But, keep in mind, we are the same people. I know you.

Goodnight.

Depression is like a habit of being alone.

by autismkidhasdepression March 6, 2019