depression

depression is something you can’t escape and makes you feel worthless and like there’s no point in life. you will have no energy to go anywhere or do anything anymore. some people take it as a seek for attention but it’s not. you can’t always tell when someone is depressed because they’ll smile and say they’re good when you ask them “how are you.” so then you don’t worry . it’s easier just to say you’re fine than explaining every little detail because you feel like they won’t understand and when you finally open up to some people they might just say you’re fine or it’ll get better. depression isn’t something to just ignore. depression makes you feel like your only option is suicide. even when people care about that person they forget and think they don’t actually care. it makes you feel uninterested in the things you used to love doing. it seems there’s no point anymore. it seems like you’re nothing and you do everything wrong. they feel like everything is there fault and they can never stop feeling that way. you always just wanna cry but you smile so people think you’re okay. it’s just easier that way.

sam - “i have depression”
tom- “oh it’ll get better one day just wait”

sam- “yea i guess”