crush

the person who you look for in a crowded room, the person you get jealous over when their with someone else even just talking, the person you think about when you can’t fall asleep, the person that you make up fake situations of and daydream about, the person you used to feel so comfortable around but now get nervous every time you talk, the person you intentionally plan to spend your time so you can be with them, the person that you imagine a future with, the person you wish you could date, the person that you just wished you knew what popped into their head when they hear your name, but no matter how many times people say it you truly believe there is no way that they feel the same and it crushes you.

friend: ooh look it’s your crush
me: ugh stop reminding me