I used to hate your guts. But only because I wanted to be you. Since day one, I felt threatened by your outgoing and empathetic attitude towards others. I didn't understand why others gravitated towards you and not me. I found myself in that crowd, which probably frustrated me more than anything, because by wanting you I was confirming just how big of an impression you left with each person, even ones like me who were jealous and spiteful. No one truly knows what's going on inside your head but I imagine there's deep emotion and a powerful humanity somewhere within the great depths of your wondrous mind. I have no doubt you'll achieve great things. Everything you want. Please continue breathing. You have so much to give and there are so many, myself included, who want to return your love. Let me finish by saying that you are one of the most complex and awe worthy creatures I've had the pleasure of meeting, from the bottom of my heart I wish you nothing less than absolute success no matter where you go or what you choose to do. You deserve it.
"Caitlin, I love you."