jaelyn is a beautiful girl. sheâs amazing, trustworthy, loyal, and respectful. i wish she could say the same thing about me. i lied about her as a joke, but i took it too far. and not only did it affect her, but payton as well. i lost them both. jaelyn never did anything to me, every secret i told her, she kept, so itâs not fair to her that i canât do the same. she has common sense, i lack it. sheâs pretty, iâm not. sheâs smart, iâm not nearly as smart. sheâs loyal, iâll never be that. sheâs trustworthy, iâm not. everything she is iâm not, but we were still able to mix and become good friends. and even though we were only friends for a few months, they were really great. and itâs heartbreaking to think they will never come back. itâs heartbreaking knowing that you canât take back what you did, no matter what you do. but i deserve this. what i did was uncalled for and unnecessary. i disrespected her and her private business that didnât need to be spoken to other people. and iâm sorry, even if she sees this and ignores this, i understand, itâs was a get for being a horrible friend. but i hope that soon we can both call each other âmy friendâ and hopefully âmy best friendâðð¤ð½
*how could i have been so stupid? iâve lost 2 people who meant the world to me.........jaelyn, and payton......this is the worst, i really am a horrible, untrustworthy friend.....*
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A great person. she may joke around a lot, but itâs all in good fun. sheâll be with you no matter what, as long as you donât cross the line. i learned that the hard way. we are no longer friends...iâve been wanting to apologize in person so much since our friendship break up, but iâve been so afraid to do it because i was nervous sheâd walk away from me and not care. but iâll never know until i try. jaelyn, a great best friend to many people, especially payton, who is also upset with me, but has been helping me to figure out what do to in order to regain jaelyns trust. and hopefully tomorrow will be the day, where we can finally call each other âmy friendâ. if not, i wonât be the same. you may think iâm only saying all of this because i just want to be her friend again, but no. everything here is facts, not opinion. ask any one of her friends, they will say the same thing. even if she doesnât forgive me, i want her to know how sorry i am. iâve already told {only the real ones know} that she doesnât feel the way i said she did, and that my friend texted me that as a prank on her, but it went too far. i am so sorry, ever since we stopped being friends it hasnât been the same. not only have i lost her, but lost both her and payton. i have no one to facetime where we can spill all the tea, and even make up tea. i have no one to tell secrets where i know
good and well theyâll keep it. i have no one where we have inside jokes. i have no one where i have nicknames for them. it was only jaelyn and payton. itâs not fair that i was able to trust her with my secrets yet she canât trust me. thatâs not how friendship works. itâs about trust. without it, it wonât work. thatâs how it works with all relationships, believe me, i know. but itâs not about me. itâs about jaelyn. please forgive me. iâll do anything. iâll expose myself. iâll lie about myself. iâll let you expose or lie about me. anything you want me to do or you want to do iâll do it. go ahead. all i want is our friendship. so let me say this one more time. jaelyn, an amazing friend. beautiful, hilarious, kind, respectful, a great personality. and without those things, she wouldnât be her. sheâd be an ordinary person. but sheâs not. sheâs extraordinary. and i want to thank payton for still having the audacity to talk to me and communicate with me to help me with getting them back. without her, i wouldnât know how to gain jaelyns trust and friendship. so payton, if you see this, thank you, so much. iâve never appreciated you this much and i probably shouldâve. and iâm sorry. i promise you i will try my hardest to be better. i just need you to give me a chance. both jaelyn and payton. and if you donât, i understand. i deserve it. and i hope if you give me a chance, i hope i can prove to you that i can be better than my past actions make it seemð
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