elijah

he will give you all the attention you want but in a very sexual way. he is extremely jealous and he wont let any guy go anywhere near you in any way, but when it comes to him, he can do anything he wants. first meeting him felt amazing, you ignored every single red flag . you guys would facetime every day to the point where he was the source of your happiness. but to him, you where just something for when he was bored or horny. he will beg you over and over to do sexual things until you give in. he will gaslight the absolute shit out of you and make YOU FEEL BAD FOR SOMETHING HE DID and say some shit like " no, I'm actually mad you think i am that type of person". he will make you feel like shit for knowing anything that he didn't want you to know. when he realizes begging for sex wont work anymore, he leaves. he will absolutely shatter your fucking soul and just forget all about you and go on with his life , and will never think about you again. oh you will think of him everyday, little things will remind you of him, you'll cry a bunch of time and wonder what you did wrong. then you realize how bad his intentions where, how disgusting he was for touching you. but from this day and on, you will never forget the despicable hands that touched every part of your body, but most of all you'll never forget the way he looked at you. now that he's gone you don't know how to feel, you don't know if you hate him, or if you still love him. and its fucking killing you.

elijah will mislead you and hurt you to the point where you don't even wanna live anymore.

elijah was my first love, and i will never forget him.