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The thought of you with another, pushes me to an edge I'm struggling to manage
My devotion and undying love.. made my heart stand firm, but now it feels like it's taking damage
I'm trapped, can't walk away, can't forget.. Iv known all this time that I have to wait
But I can't understand, the pain I have to endure. I can't find the reason behind my fate
Feel.. pt.1
The thought of you with another, pushes me to an edge I'm struggling to manage
My devotion and undying love.. made my heart stand firm, but now it feels like it's taking damage
I'm trapped, can't walk away, can't forget.. Iv known all this time that I have to wait
But I can't understand, the pain I have to endure. I can't find the reason behind my fate
Feel.. pt.1
I'm not sure lately, of just how I feel
I'm infinitely searching, I still can't tell what's real
Reminders of what I'm missing strike me like a blade driven into my chest
I'm gone, alone in silence now, wondering if my heart will ever again rest
It all means nothing without her there, I can't shake the feeling that's true
Pieces of my soul drift away from me, without her as my glue
No way to get the answers, to stop the visions that plague my mind
Sometimes I wish things I hadn't seen, would the pain be less if I were blind?
I know that's stupid. No matter how much it hurts, I know this is here to stay
Even with my thoughts, dark and cutting deep as these. I still can't walk away
What hurts most is that the things I see.. make my image of you a confusing shade of grey
I don't want to believe anything my mind says. It's forever leading me astray
I still feel something there, reaching out to me. Telling me not to leave
Every day without you is harder though, sometimes I feel like I can barely breathe
The small things I hold onto now.. could still be a part of some twisted game
I wish I could still look at your pictures.. but now its hurting me to even read your name
I'm sorry, if I caused all this.. you must know.. I never want to cause you pain
My heart was swept away by you.. like I'm forever caught in torrential rain
Feel
pt.1
Iv never.. wanted anything like this. Constantly, unconditionally.. I love you, there's never been any doubt
I just wish I knew things, that you hear me, where I stand.. Iv never so desperately had to figure something out
The thought of you with another, pushes me to an edge I'm struggling to manage
My devotion and undying love.. made my heart stand firm, but now it feels like it's taking damage
I'm trapped, can't walk away, can't forget.. Iv known all this time that I have to wait
But I can't understand, the pain I have to endure. I can't find the reason behind my fate
Nothing seems sacred anymore. Things I thought were ours alone.. no longer appear to be
What was the point of our loving words, the piercing looks we shared.. I thought this was about you and me
I still dream.. of everything with you.. to hold you.. meet your lips.. feel your heartbeat as you lay with me
But waking from those dreams.. is getting harder each day.. the reality I crave seems difficult to see
I honestly.. have no idea how you feel. Anything new just seems more confusing to me
I wish, there was some way I could feel your heart.. some way to set mine truly free
Iv never.. needed anything, the way I'm longing to gaze into your beautiful eyes
Somehow.. regardless of everything else, I could always tell, they held no lies
I miss that SO much it burns.. I wish I could look at your pictures..
without the feeling it's killing me
I miss everything about you.. you are my world..
Il always love you.. infinitely
Sorry I really can't tell the overall tone with this.. didn't expect to write again, something deep inside just made me
My mind is the subject of any blame.. I'm so.. fucking scared that none of this is real
I only.. have love 4U
Forever. Always
You.. at least to me.. are my soulmate.. my twinflame.. my missing piece.. it feels like Iv been searching for you forever
You are.. my reason
Though my mind.. it still wavers..
I know that my heart won't bend
Iv loved you.. since the day we met..
and Il love you.. until the end
n. a way for a person to describe their emotion
something that hits their heart, not physically.
The feels in No Game No Life : Zero is so unbearable. I literally have tears flowing down from my face
it basically means a vibe or wanting to do something based on a mood.
ex1:
"you wanna go shopping?"
"nah no feels today"
ex2:
"wanna go drinking?"
"ofc, feels 2 shots"