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My definition of depression is probably recognizable.
Imagine going to a beach and swimming in the water. Having fun until something suddenly pulls you down under and holds onto you. You’re screaming for help but know one seems to hear better yet care. So you’re just stuck there, watching everyone carry on with their life while you’re down under water drowning, trying to scream for help but have no voice left to say anything.
That is what depression feels like to me
Girl 1: look at that girl. She looks like a wreck
Girl 2: Don’t say that. That girl over there has depression
My life. What? You were expecting a definition. Why are you looking up depression. Are you ok man? You sure? Reach out, people are here to help you. Don’t ever think you have no one because so many people are going through the same thing and trust me your not alone. Even if you don’t realise it people are out there to help you and if you left this world the world would be affected. Please. We all love you don’t give up. Don’t let the world beat you
Depression is common. But not everyone experiences it the same. So remember you are not alone. And people are there to help
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To feel alone and empty. Like your in a black hole.
I have horrid depression I just want to lay here and die.
Having a girlfriend but not answering her calls because you feel overwhelmed. Letting people literally beat you to death without a care in the world. Having every single antidepressant and it's side effects memorized in your mind. Writing sad poetry to the point where it hurts to pick up a pen. Not showering for days because you can't force yourself out of bed. Sharp metals hidden in the drawer of your bed-table. Spending weekends alone because you can't find motivation to make plans, nor do you really feel like it. Not knowing what to do anymore because everything just leads to you crying with your hands over your ears, trying to block out the world. A romanticized disorder that SHOULD NOT be. Romanticized to the point where people suffering feel unworthy of treatment because they feel like a typical loser. Having more doctors than you can count. Blanking out of everything you know you knew at least a minute ago. Losing your friends because you "don't do enough." Wondering every night why it feels like no one loves you. Having your school become nosy because they want to keep their perfect reputation and they don't want fucked up students in their school. Being a social reject because you don't feel like talking. People always asking "why don't you ever smile?" Being the best at hiding things, you can never be sure everyone knows everything. Hating yourself.
not reading this whole thing
"I uh...have depression."
"omg me too! twins!"
*eyeroll* (there goes another potential friend)
when its dark enough to see the stars...
"i am depressed, but no one cares."
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the state nu-metal bands pretend to be in
"dude, i'm so depressed - let's get our producer to write a song about it and we can sing it on MTV and stupid loser kids who also pretend to be rebel outcast depressives can sing along and buy hoodies with our name on"
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