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Depression is like a hole opening up beneath you. By the time you realize that it’s there, you can’t get out on your own. Two things could happen: Either someone hears your calls for help and saves you or it gets to a point where you’ve fallen to the bottom, too deep for anything to help you. If it gets to that point, you will most likely start to cope in unhealthy ways such as self-harm, drinking alcohol, or consuming drugs. Depression is not something that you can escape on your own; you don’t just wake up one day and discover it’s gone. People tell you to snap out of it, but you honestly can’t. The worst part is that you don’t know why you started to feel this way or if it’ll get better. You don’t know how to escape the feeling. A lot of times, teenagers will claim that they’re depressed for attention. That isn’t okay. You can typically tell when someone’s just seeking attention instead of being actually depressed. If you’re actually depressed, you don’t tell the entire world. You actually have to really trust someone to even suggest that you might have depression and you have your walls built up so high that when you find the one person who can make them come crashing down, you’ll try to push them away. If someone’s just looking for attention, they’ll tell the entire world all about how “depressed” they are. The only thing that can save someone once they are depressed is a person to stick with them every step of the way on the long road to happiness.
A poem I wrote about depression called The Darkness Inside:
The sadness that hides deep inside is my enemy.
All the shadows take over every happy memory.
My soul is bruised and battered,
And whatever I do, it doesn't seem to matter.
It controls every second, every thought, and every breath I take.
I can’t love because I don’t want my heart to break.
Fighting against my demons in a never ending battle,
The walls I’ve put up are starting to rattle.
Sadness like ink
I fall and I sink
Into the abyss of my thoughts.
I’m broken and lost,
And the light starts to flicker
When I look at old pictures
Of what it was like
Before midnight striked.
Believing is hard when your faith is weak.
I hope someday I’ll find the happiness I seek.
Someday I’ll wake up and I’ll remember I tried,
But I’ll realize I can’t fight the darkness inside.
Hell. A feeling of numbness and pain. You can feel intense sadness but you are too numb to feel it, you are so sad that you can’t even feel it. You are drowning and people walk past and ignore you. You feel everything but you feel nothing at the same time. You just want to give up you never want to wake up. You feel like your dead inside so you try and feel something either through drugs, self harm, alcohol or anything else that can take the pain away for even a second. But then you feel like nobody cares so you don’t want help. Depression is like a war, you either win or die trying. You know society won’t accept you so you don’t bother with trying to fit in.
Hi how are you?
I’m fine (I’m depressed)
Depression means an overwhelming sadness which isn’t sadness at all
It feels like no one understands you..you feel like your not happy with yourself & others. You try to make other people happy b it sometimes it doesn’t work. On the outside you seem really happy, but on the i aside it’s a whole different story. People think they care but they don’t. You try not going anywhere or don’t try anything anymore. You also do t ever want to wake up. You always put yourself down & try to hurt yourself.
*Read what I wrote about Depression⬆️*
If u dont have it, u cant know, but its like living hell. Especially when other people are bleaning on you and u cant just end it, u have to stick with it cuz ur stupid heart has to care about other ppl.
Depression is living hell.
depression is... how should i put it.. it is basically impossible to understand it unless you have been through it yourself. but depression is like getting stabbed, every time something bad happens you feel as though you have been stabbed, and as those stab wounds build up you no longer have the energy to even try to take care of them... eventually most of them get infected and begin slowly killing you, eventually everyone around you gives up trying to help for the stab wounds have become to infected anyway. there is no healing from that. and even if there is it take more effort then most are able to input.
"whats depression like?"
"it feels like a bunch of tiny knifes are stabbing into my soul.."
People with depression usually feel like shit 90 percent of the time, and feel like anything they do either makes people angry, upset or annoyed. People think that they do it for attention but really when they tell you it's a cry for help, the last resort.
When your tired of living but scared of dying.
Person 1: you can tell me everything.
Person 2 : yeah I just feel really shit like I've let people down all the time and I want to die because I always feel depressed
Person2 : I'm being diagnosed with depression
Is feeling like no one understands you anymore and how you feel. When you put a smile on your face and if someone asks you say " I'm fine" when really your screaming inside. The feeling feels like it will never go away and keeps getting worse. Often depression can lead to someone crying themselves to sleep in the darkness or losing passion for someone or something they used to love. It's hard to let people in when you feel like this but just know that you are not alone.
"My depression and low mood is really getting the best of me today."