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"VOID
I've been talking to all these new people
It's exhausting at times
And I wanna go home
I dont think about your insecurities while I'm out
But I also keep thinking about you thr entire time
Do you get me?
I can get easily get people due demand shortage lol
But that's not always fulfilling
Writing to you is fulfilling, it always has been
Even those after those angry posts
Even after allegedly knowing how much I have lost because of your experiments
Writing to you feels like coming back home
I am def pissed off, sad, dejected, depressed
Yet you're the only person I look for when things go south
What you do to me :(
In one of your posts you had said, you can love me even if I am with someone else. I think I understand that now. Its exciting to meet new people but I also can't stop loving you àt the same time. You dont have to be jealous or insecure. You have my heart. Like i said before you're not competing with anyone else. I want to talk to you. I guess I am just trying to fill the void we created in our communications.
by Randomnes April 28, 2022"
931
I was referring to your xspouse as someone else at that moment. I was not referring to someone else other than your xspouse. You had a different perspective and misunderstood what I said due to the fact that you did not have all of the necessary information and did not fully understand everything about my side of stories. I tried to talk to you but the person who made the communication more difficult was you... I tried my best to show you my heart and love. It was not allowed to be shown..😭 I was hopelessly reading your posts.
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"I have never stayed angry with you for long
Couldn't do it this time as well
I care for you too much
But the equations have changed now
I hate you (no metaphors here)
You left at 309. It gave me a mini heart attack. Tho I had the belief you are stronger than this
I didn't wanna take the risk
Next time I'm leaving you to die
And throw a party on your bday
Btw belated happy bday 🧡
I am angry so I wanna throw cake at your face
FYI I don't follow numbers anymore
You have messed them up and changed the meanings
I even don't go down the rabbit hole
I am not giving you so much love anymore
You have lost it
Or maybe it was just an attachment for me, I didn't realize
But I have friendship for you
I will tell you the reason later
To be continued..
Won't be consistent in writing
You will find me here on your lucky days
My life just fucked up
I process it alone
This is my escape
On my way here
Thought of taunting you as well
931 is where I belong
Miss me till we meet next time😎
by disappearingtomorrow February 27, 2022"
931
What I read . What I saw . Nobody understood how I felt.
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Are putting up nos. For someone else too?
I'll do the same then
Shouldn't hurt you then I guess
"Dots aren't mine
Use my dots so that i know
Else feel free to pursue the other deal
Others
by Randomnes April 28, 2022"
931
I use dots as a reference for me being shy or speechless, nothing else.
I wrote for only one person. There was a time I purposefully wrote about that Musk but it was because of the aftermath and one of the tests. I wanted to see how he would react like how he mentioned about "talking to new people" such that. Nothing else. I wrote and have been writing for only one.
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"F
Oh wait, did I just read your mind?
You're trying too hard babe
You can never match my levels
No one can
I am a smartass just keeping it low
No one fucks with me
I can hack the fuck out of you
And use it manipulate you
You just dont know yet
My words say love
My numbers say fuck off
I am never for you
😎😎
by Randomnes2.0 May 11, 2022"
931 Those were the words I read when I wholeheartedly was loving someone and crying everyday in my car, at work, at home on bed.
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I promise you...
I just look at you...
And...
My heart melts...
931...I love you so much❤️🌹
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It may have been the same time…
I don’t know…
I did write it…
I loved her then…
I love her now…
She’s always in my thoughts…
It’s four in the morning…:-)
I hope you see this…
I can’t wait to see you…
Touch you…this
Amazing love…
Is true…
931...❤️
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Hey, not sure what’s going on, but I’m not upset or anything and hope you aren't either. I am very confused. Can we just be cool with each other? I was asking to see you in person so we could talk about boundaries and stuff, maybe compare notes. I wanted to *privately* and *not documented in writing* let you know I’m open to talking or whatever, and that this sort of thing happens. It really was my responsibility to not let it get this far, but I kept hoping we could talk so the conversation wouldn’t be misconstrued as a slight (it’s not). UD is not the place to have that conversation yo. I would never pressure you to do something physical, and I cringe thinking that’s the impression I may have been giving.
I need to stop the online stuff. I don’t know what is going on with UD, but I hope everything is good for you
931 I’ll always be happy to hear from you in real life!
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