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Imagine being in a cave and your trapped in a cage. There is no escape. Your surrounded by darkness. There is no light no happiness. Snd you know if you do feel happy it all ends. And your left in that cage all alone begging to be free. You will scream out for help no one will hear you. You cry but everyone thinks your attention seeking. You want to be like everyine else. You want to experience everything like everyone else but you cant. You can't breath. You start to loose interest in all your hobbys and fun activities. You push away your friends. You stop loving as much as you did. Because you realised no one ever loved you. Your alone. Your scared. You are on the edge of crying. Everyone ignores you. No one listens but when they have problems they will come crying t you and all you can do is listen and feel bad because you know what it's like and you don't want anyone else to feel like this. You start to get angry a lot more. Your changing and there's nothing you can do to control it. It's like your losing control of your own life and the only way to regain that control is suicide. Depression is a bitch and it's not a joke.
But for anyone who feels like this nd might be suffering with depression . You are beautiful and a lot of poeple love you. You are not alone. Reach out to someone. It might be a loved one or a counceller. You are a wonderful human being and anyone who tells you otherwise are just jealous and have nothing better to do with their life. Keep trying. I love you. You are a flower and all you need to do is bloom. No matter what your looks don't mean anything. You might be skinny or fat (i hate to say that word) tall or short but that doesn't mean anything. You are still beautiful. Everyone is unique and phenomenal. Please remember this.
Your skin isn't paper dont cut it,
You body/figure isn't a book don't judge it,
Your life isn't a movie don't end it!
Stay strong my babes. I love you all.
Depression is when you feel so emotionally terrible and ill that sometimes you feel like you don’t want to exist or just wanna fucking die every single day as you are falling into a never ending pit of sadness and melancholy. Sometimes you feel like it’s gonna be okay but then you feel it hit you and your face is drenched in tears. People throw this word around too much like “oh I’m so depressed” because you just wanna hide your hurting, especially when they post it online.
So people who haven’t felt depression before listen: if your family member, friend or just someone you know looks like they have depression.. talk to them. I would’ve killed myself if it hadn’t been for my mother asking me if I had depression.
Person: are you okay dude?
Person 2: no..
Person: why?
Person 2: I have depression
Person: it’s just a phase, everyone says they have depression 😒
The worst feeling in the world.
You feel like a piece of shit and no one can tell. You say you're fine even though you aren't. Sometimes you barly eat and if you go to school, you get bullied there. Sometimes you cut because you feel that worthless. You listen to music like p!atd and fall out boy. 'Emo' is your new nickname because of all the black you wear.
But don't worry. It gets better. You can take medication to make you feel better and hang out the few friends you may have. You slowly start to smile. It may take a long time but it's worth it. Just remember to get some sleep and rest. It's a long life. Take your time. It gets better.
Person 1: my life is sooo hard
Person 2: but you don't have depression.
something you hide, something that no one wants to know, you will feel like a burden when someone hates you for telling. It is sadness but except lasts longer and consists of suicidal thoughts.
Example of depression:
You are walking down the street on a snowy sunset, the ice glazes the traffic lights, there are not a lot of sounds, cars driving by occasionally, and everyone passing by is a stranger. You have heavily devoted half your life to please others and to put smiles on others faces but you have been dealing with this for years. You are always isolated yourself from others as it will burden them, and enjoying life is hard especially for you. No one liked you because you were too sad or moody. You like to scream while in bed and listen to sad music while thinking of life in bed. During the day, you stay in your room and just do your homework. When you are alone, your beast inside comes to tear you up and rip you into pieces while others are simply watching not seeing anything happening. Crying is very easy because you did it thousands of times but it still hurts more every time. You have constant suicidal thoughts and regrets. You continue walking because you blanked out while thinking of problems. All you think about is how to end your life
Often you see yourself in a dark room. Everything around you may seem grey or black. the world somehow disappears and you only see pain. In most settings, you stare off into space and see nothing, because your mind is numb. You often cry aggressively in your room or the bathroom. Sometimes when you cry it fees like someone is strangling you. It's the darkest place to be. Sometimes even unavoidable. Can be caused because of relationships gone bad.
boy: Damn, what was wrong with Diana today? She looks like she's already dead.
girl: she's like that everyday, she has depression.
Boy: Omg i didn't know. That's awful!
Guy1: “Hey man I’ve been diagnosed with depression, can you help?”
Guy2: “man that must be tough, try not being sad”
Like you feel like everything is against you and nothing can really help you
Silence doesn’t help depression