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The worst feeling in the world.
You feel like a piece of shit and no one can tell. You say you're fine even though you aren't. Sometimes you barly eat and if you go to school, you get bullied there. Sometimes you cut because you feel that worthless. You listen to music like p!atd and fall out boy. 'Emo' is your new nickname because of all the black you wear.
But don't worry. It gets better. You can take medication to make you feel better and hang out the few friends you may have. You slowly start to smile. It may take a long time but it's worth it. Just remember to get some sleep and rest. It's a long life. Take your time. It gets better.
Person 1: my life is sooo hard
Person 2: but you don't have depression.
something you hide, something that no one wants to know, you will feel like a burden when someone hates you for telling. It is sadness but except lasts longer and consists of suicidal thoughts.
Example of depression:
You are walking down the street on a snowy sunset, the ice glazes the traffic lights, there are not a lot of sounds, cars driving by occasionally, and everyone passing by is a stranger. You have heavily devoted half your life to please others and to put smiles on others faces but you have been dealing with this for years. You are always isolated yourself from others as it will burden them, and enjoying life is hard especially for you. No one liked you because you were too sad or moody. You like to scream while in bed and listen to sad music while thinking of life in bed. During the day, you stay in your room and just do your homework. When you are alone, your beast inside comes to tear you up and rip you into pieces while others are simply watching not seeing anything happening. Crying is very easy because you did it thousands of times but it still hurts more every time. You have constant suicidal thoughts and regrets. You continue walking because you blanked out while thinking of problems. All you think about is how to end your life
Often you see yourself in a dark room. Everything around you may seem grey or black. the world somehow disappears and you only see pain. In most settings, you stare off into space and see nothing, because your mind is numb. You often cry aggressively in your room or the bathroom. Sometimes when you cry it fees like someone is strangling you. It's the darkest place to be. Sometimes even unavoidable. Can be caused because of relationships gone bad.
boy: Damn, what was wrong with Diana today? She looks like she's already dead.
girl: she's like that everyday, she has depression.
Boy: Omg i didn't know. That's awful!
Guy1: “Hey man I’ve been diagnosed with depression, can you help?”
Guy2: “man that must be tough, try not being sad”
Like you feel like everything is against you and nothing can really help you
Silence doesn’t help depression
Fuck you. No thank you. You made my life miserable. I hope you get run over by a truck. I’m done with suicidal thoughts. I have decided not to have depression. Doesn’t work like that bitch
A pain inside that is so unbearable. It hurts like hell and makes you wonder why you are alive. You tell people you're okay, when really you're not. You try to find alternatives to this feeling, but you can't find one. You start to do self-harm because it's better than feeling depressed. You push family and friends. You want to find someone to hug and hold, but you push people away. Running away and self-harm feel like the only antidote. Depression is one of main cause of suicide. You feel like there's no one there and no one cares. Depression is like living in hell, in a fire pit. You feel like your having a heart attack. You are so hurt that you start to not care about emotions. You start to forget how to feel other emotions.
Person 1: "Are you okay?"
Person 2: "Yeah, I'm fine."
Person 1: "You sure? You have many scars on your arm."
Person 2: "I'm fine. No one would care if I told anyone anyway."
Person 1: "Do you have Depression?"
Person 2: Walks away.