Engrizzlement

1. The state of harboring deep-seated grudges, bitter resentments, anger, deep sadness and pain.
2. The state of sobering and edgy disillusionment

3. An act of transferring grizzle or shitty feelings from one or many people to others
4. Negative enlightenment

"After he lost his job, car, wife, dog, house and sanity he remained lost in engrizzlement."

"Her engrizzlement lasted for many years until she finally enjoyed an orgasm."

"Their engrizzlement endured through the nights and days as they held the federal wildlife refuge building hostage."

engrizzle

to make grey.

Years of hard work have engrizzled his hair.