Useless lover

To feel if you have emotional compassion so strong for someone for so long, with all due respect, understanding and patience for they’re upmost comfort ability. An deal with slur, bs and drama from ever out source area of interest that you can’t do it anymore and will end this life and start COMPLETely over from erasing to restart your mother board type shit I’d you don’t get a straight forward sign now.

Useless lover. That’s what I am why was I Rasheed this way? A lover not a fighter! When the world is opposite of me I just want to be somebody else.. I’m done being me I’m a useless person. Society has no want or need for me.