discover herself

To "become the party" 304,
to embody the spirit of debauchery,
to get possessed by lust.
Identifying with the archetypal vices,
the seven deadly sins,
awakening the bestial urges.
To shed the restraints of morality
by becoming nearly unconscious
through chemicals
and by seeking overwhelming
sexual & sensual stimuli.
THAT is what she means when she says she wants to __.
Subsequent pair-bonding ability typically impaired afterward.

"This committed relationship is too stifling. I want to discover myself by traveling alone through Europe."
"That gang of Albanians in Italy helped her discover herself