irresolution

uncertainty, hesitation, indecisiveness or the opposite of determination

He had great irresolution to join his friend

Irresolute

When life put you in a situation where you have to decide. You have to choose, but at the same time you are so uncertain how to act or proceed.

In this manner, Mr. Busy was nothing like Mrs. Over-Elaborate. When she had to make a decision, it always looked for him that she knew how to act, how to proceed and how to deal with consequences.

On the other hand Mr. Busy was horrible at making decisions. Especially those that influence life of other people.

He has never in his life felt anything similar to another woman as he did towards Mrs. Over-Elaborate and yet his own daughter meant the world to him and so he cannot imagine hurting her just a bit.

Even during Christmas when unwrapping presents with his daughter his mind was preoccupied with thoughts of Mrs. Over-Elaborate. Especially after the time when she told him she cannot wait for him to decide any longer, because it was killing her. He was curious if there is anything left between them and how quickly she would forget about him…

His irresolute situation was putting him into more and more unbearable state of mind, because no matter what he was doing he always imagined her by his side…