liam depresion

when your entire life is a lie and has more loss than the Detroit lions and you need to cry but you to dehydrated and you need to scream but your in a library when you don't feel anything with your body and you wouldn't feel anything if you didn't have memories but all they are are loss and anger but you cant tell anyone what happend because you are involved with dangers people but your mind is killing itself and you so you sit in your sadnes and want to die but you would only be giving in so you sit there sad and do what you can to live and keep moving

liam depresion =

yo whats the word for osing everything then lossing it agian

uh i think it liam derpresion