Unknown word

The comprehension/understanding of the worlds fragility, yet you feel compelled to not do anything out of a feel of egotism and arrogance as if you are against something yet not knowing what , you see through everything in a perspective of others stupid mistakes/embarrassments, making yourself want to seclude yourself from the world but whom can relate. It is a specific feeling you cannot explain without sounding like a weirdo.

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