ataraxia

without disturbance, equlibrium, tranqulity of the soul. an ancient greek work defining innner balance and peace.

this ataraxia hovered about me for some while until i breathed in acceptance

huxtable

1.n. a state of confused terror or disenchantment. Can be associated with a period of time (usually momentary) when things long familiar turn foriegn or unexpected.

The huxtable of divorce.