contrariant

In Crypto industry, they use "contrariant" instead of "contrarian"

Fwiw, it makes building a real app (ironically) a contrariant move

Contrariance

The feeling and state of subtle, indirect resistance and non-compliance of "I ain't gonna do that", where an individual doesn't openly challenge or confront, but expresses their opposition in a veiled or covert manner.

My feelings of contrariance kicked in and instead of doing my work I went to get pizza.