foreverness

The believe that something can last forever.

An abstract concept that only exists inside someones head and is created by ones believe, that one will not end a certain thing, und thus that thing might last forever.

If this 'vow' is broken and the foreverness is ended, then it really never existed, and can thus never exist again.

Only few people die with their foreverness still existing.

By leaving my wife, I am not only ending our relationship, but also destroying my foreverness. (Because I believed at one point, that I would never go)