The best and most amazing person in the world. indescribably handsome and pretty (at the same time) A person who deserves all the love in the world.
I love Julian so much that i wrote an urban dictionary passage for it.
The word used to describe how amazing someone is. when someone is almost too good to be true. The feeling when you love someone that much that you don't know how to describe it. I have disternia whenever I think of Julian, the most amazing, lovely, handsome person I know.
I feel pure disternia whenever I think of him.
the feeling to hit someone with a chair
"ugh I'm so angry I feel like zencourishing someone right now"