Gurse

Origin: Mix between Gift and Curse.
Noun: 1. Action, belief or trait that is both positive and negative either in outcome, consecuence or result.

2. Person whose actions, believes or traits are both positive or negative either in outcome, consecuence or result.

Guy 1: Making music is such a gurse
Guy 2: Why?
Guy 1: Because I make beautiful pieces, but it gives me such a headache