Betrayed

When someone you care about goes out of their way to make you feel dumb, used, some kind of puppet made for everyone else's entertainment. This person that you are giving alot for and to, that actually throws everything out the window but not only sharing your private moments with the world, their friends, anyone out there whatever, they also treat you like an object, they get to manipulate as they wish, making you ask yourself how honest they have been, or if anything they ever said it's actually real. So you feel all kinds of betrayed, and can only think about ripping their limb out 1by 1 cause that's how you heart fells.

He betrayed me so I can't trust him ever again

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Oversharing

When someone shares private things (they have with someone else) with others outside the "circle" without consent.

He was oversharing

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You're fine

Something that someone says when they're fed up with your crying

You're fine as hell you motherfucker

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Overthink

It's when you're not sure if this guy you like-like so much actually likes you back or just makes fun of you. Because you're out there speaking to all kind of doors until you question your sanity and never seem to find the answer. He seems to be everything you ever asked for and the beginning of an extended psychiatric exam, both at the same time. So you're kinda starting to wonder if you're not just an overdone joke for people with too much time, if he actually lives where you live, if he really like-likes you like he says, if this is some kind of revenge for something you don't even know you've done. You're starting to feel that you put your heart on the line for something that, the one you're putting out there for, isn't even real. Is it staying out in the cold, talking to "yourself" and to doors, putting everything out there actually worth it? Cause the fears are eating at everything you are, starting to make you feel anxious and lost, like you never left "home". You want to be patient because no-one ever made you feel like that, like you belong right there, in their arms, no-one cared like that for you but what if it's just in your mind?

R: you look sad
L: I'm just overthinking

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favorite

You were my favorite person in times of hard pain, and low low, my hype, my little big secret lover, someone I was looking to spend time with, you made everything to make me smile and still do, which I ap|preciate because it's not easy right now, but you also put me down so many times, made me doubt my sanity, me, who I am, this fuckin' life. Today, when I was standing in front of that door, reading, I had to ask myself 100 times, are you sure this is real? That he even exists? Are you sure this is not some kind of trauma related response from your brain, what if you're actually going crazy? What if it's just your imagination? I never doubt my sanity like this, never thought I could be this level crazy, and then I saw the soda dose and something broke a little somewhere inside. That's when I decided to leave because this can't be true. So I'm choosing to live it that way, because I can't go on like this, but if you're actually real, I just want you to know that you are a great guy, even if you don't believe it, you shouldn't doubt your looks, cause only superficial people choose other based just on that. And the more you learn about someone, and how they are, you see them as most beautiful people out there and you don't care what others think, beauty is in the eyes, in the heart, in kindness and appreciation and love. You have all of them, trust yourself a little bit more, don't put yourself down like that, because you don't deserve it.

All people make bad choices, the idea is to learn something out of them. It's all about learning and survival in this world and only the best make it far, so be a little more proud, not because of others, cause I know you can fake it, do it for you, cause it's the true. Self sabotage really is a big ass bitch I guess, I've known her for a long time and that's why it's not hard for me to understand you, but it still hurts like a bitch. .Learn to love yourself cause you really are worthy of it, that's why I chose to love you, that's why your friends to the same. Unlovable people don't get love, cause you can feel it in your soul when you meet them, believe me So I hope you choose to see yourself in a better life, cause you brought sunshine in a cold ass summer, and that's not something anyone can do.

Take care of you.For someone who made it on my top favorite list, and it's not easy. You know it.

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Loveable

You
You are loveable because you see and take me as I am, with all the flaws, all the good and the bad.

You make me smile, cry laugh, cry, and in the end I just see you for who you are when you're with me.

This kind, caring person, who brought so much out of me, just because he cares. I know it's all worth it, that's why I decided to take the risk, because no matter the outcome, it will still be worth in the end.

No matter what you are for others, you are best for me, someone I can see myself in, damaged, broken but a fighter, someone who doesn't give up, doesn't matter how hard it gets. You can see through me as I can through you 🙂 I am not someone who loses hope, so I'll give you some of mine. Because you deserve it.

I'm here.
It's going to be alright.

When you're not sure, read again.

You are 💯 loveable.

For my loveable love ❤️

I got ya

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Delay

When you can't make it to an previous fixed time and you have to delay it for a bit.

Pinv.: We'll have to delay. I can't make at 6 cause mom it's still home and she'll be all up in our business. Somewhere around 7:30 works for you?

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