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Ah now this is mainly for my love whom I cherish that I never wanted to let y'all know about my feelings for this person ever since this person decided to lie and get all of y'all involved into this love between us (me and the person) that should have stayed between us alone. That was how things should be, and then I would help that person to go toward the end of the tunnel and being embraced by beautiful lights, warmth, security, assurance, bliss, success, and happiness.
|| Imagine the there is a tree with many branches. People often say, "find the root of the problem and pull the root out instead". I am very good at performing root-cause analysis. But in this case, I would not do that to the root that causes many wrongdoings to be presented in my life due to many spoken lies behind my back. I would just the branches and give that root a chance to grow beautifully.
So, you - my baby - my fate - the love of my life can line up at the end of that line too. But when I walk up to you, I won't do anything. I will just smile and walk away after all of the slaps given to your dumbasses people. You know why, honey? Because I will always give you high respect, my heart will always have deep and intensive feelings toward you, and my mind will be always obsessed with the thoughts of you. I am pretty certain that you are that person, my twinflame.
As I walk away, it's up to you to either hold my hand, pull me closer to you or continue to watch me walking away, letting you live a life of absence of trueness in everything: true love, true friendship, true feelings, true care, true bravery, true dedication, true inner peace, true freedom, true level of consciousness and intelligence, true wisdom, true home.||
This is just some truth. The list of the truth are long and maybe too lengthy. There are love, tears, laughter, happiness, agitation, mind games and else too. If you guys want the truth, then again, come. 𤣠In person. In public.
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Fall is so beautiful, but yet everything is dying.
According to the law of conservation of mass, matter is neither created nor destroyed. It is converted from one form to another.
So, I see the positivity in every single negativity.
I see opportunity in hopelessness.
Yes, the beauty of the fall season is undeniable, yet, everything is dying.
Yet, the fallen leaves become fertilizers, preparing for the spring to bloom.
There are always times for being head-downs. Letâs think of head-ups.
Fallen leaves
to me,
it signifies the act of falling for you.
Falling in love.
to love.
to be loved.
or at least..
the love we once had.. or maybe still have
You may have forgotten.
I will.. never.
by JVeverMind® September 16, 2021
Here it comes Summer, and I long for Fall ð
by JVeverMind® April 23, 2022
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Life is full of colors. Which color is yours?
Pink â One of the most beautiful colors: gentle, romantic, dreamy, warm & loving. Above all, pink represents happiness. Everyone dreams of having a rosy life, full of pinky promises, living in a world where love is overflowing, where there are only good things and evilness cannot exist...
It's really beautiful, isn't it?
Those who finds their life rosy are probably very happy & fullfilled. But... does it really exist? A world that consists of only good things?
Green â People say green is the color of jealousy â the bad feeling that presents in everyone's heart. Yet, green is so peaceful. Isn't it so soothing, pleasant & refreshing to be surrounded by green plants? The life of green plants & grassfield are so peaceful & fresh. But... are those trees always peaceful & undisturbed? Don't they mainly uptake O2 & release CO2 when photosynthesis stops at night?
Blue â The color of the sky & oceans. Calm. Cold. Healing. Blue is clear, beautiful & tranquil.
Yet..
It's also the symbol of laziness. Has anyone ever looked up at the deep blue sky, & felt the feeling of laziness rising up in their hearts?
Yellow â The color of sunlight. Yellow is so cheerful, bustling, enthusiasm & full of life. It always tries to smile under any circumstance.. But... isn't it tiring living like that?
Purple â Royalty & Loyalty. Wisdom. Bavery. Spirituality. Admiration. An unchanging heart. It signifies 1 love, 1 heart for only 1 person.
Purple is so faithful that leads to isolation. Isn't it very lonely? It's a sadness & frustration. Purple is faithful, yet it's cold, lonely & sad.
Brown â Brown is Earthy & signifies growth. Warm. Noble. Simple. But.. isn't being simple too dull & faded?
Red â Vibrant & dazzling. Burning passion. Infinite love. Red symbolizes power, seduction, strength & pride. Red seems to have it all. But... Isn't red also the color of dangers & aggression, the color of blood?
Orange â Radiant & youthful. It is bright but not dazzling. It's simple, yet not dull. It is a perfect combination of yellow & red, a breakthrough from simplicity & old patterns. It does not follow the rule of prosody. But... how are we so sure that new thing is always great?
Black â Mysterious. Power & crime. Grief & loneliness. But... Who said that there is no light shining in the darkest tunnel? Only if one is willing to walk toward the end of tunnel.
White â Can life exist without white color? White is so pure & holy. Innocence. Simplicity. Love.
It's like a blank page â no worries, no marks, no sorrows. Everything goes by quietly as it is.
I love white â the color of purity. The only color that can absorb most of all other colors..
Just like life, white sometimes can be overlaid by other colored sheets. But then everything will pass & life returns to white again.
People give me pink..
blue...
yellow...
Too many colors.
I want it white so that I can paint my own canvas.
Life is colorful. Remember.
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The feeling you have when you are lack of information. You are unsure.
You certainly don't want to make mistakes.
You are tired of making mistakes.
There is no room for mistakes.
You are not a carefree individual.
You do care a lot. It troubles you if you make wrong moves. Just like playing chess, one wrong move can lead to "checkmate" if not being careful. There is no turning back.
So, uncertainty comes into the place.
Uncertainty if it is good for you.
Uncertainty if it is worth the risk.
Uncertainty if it was even right.
Uncertainty if you were wrong the entire time.
Uncertainty if it is playing.
Uncertainty if it is deep enough.
Uncertainty if it is long lasting.
Uncertainty because you see that things are not what it seems.
Because there is always an "end" in friend.
There is "over" in lovers.
And it is full of "if" in life.
What if...
Full of what if..
Okay..
Don't rush into things that take time to grow.
Because I know..
Good things take time.
Uncertainty...
Wrote during The Spooky Season in 2021 before November arrived...
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Summary:
A short story about an old artist, who tried to save a life of a young woman who was on a dying bed due to pneumonia, died because of pneumonia in the cold, windy, rainy night after he finished his masterpiece â drew a leaf (the last leaf) on the wall that looked just like a real leaf for that young woman to see. She was on her dying bed, looking out the windows, counting fallen leaves, and she believed that her life would also end once the last leaf fell.
Moral story:
The pneumonia did not kill her. Her thinking mind was killing her. The old artist should have lived if she was more of a useful individual.
The Last Leaf - O'Henry (his collection October 15, 1905)
Wrote in 2022
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Hello I am just a clown,
The clown that nobody cares about.
Whenever you frown,
Remember in this clown â your happiness was found.
In your eyes, I was just a clown.
Remember this clown whenever you fool around
What are this heart and soul all about?
In this clown, her happiness was never found.
Every teardrop was blood.
Story about this poem: Clown in this poem represents someone who does not care about looking ugly when wearing unique make-up/costume to make others happy while neglecting the happiness of her own. Sad clown "is the ones who spend their days making people laugh and bring happiness are often the ones who go home and feel sadness."
«âI think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what itâs like to feel absolutely worthless and they donât want anyone else to feel like that.â, said Robin Williams. In making others laugh, they find their solace.»
The clown in this poem is one of the Sad Clown Paradox examples. "Remember in this clown â your happiness was found.": The blissful feelings, the imagination, the loving and caring feelings were found from the clown. However, the person used that imagination that he found from the clown and applied to someone else "whenever you fool around". In the end of the day, the clown goes home and asks herself "What are this heart and soul all about?" That is when she realizes, deep inside, "her happiness was never found."
It is a cycle of the Sad Clown Paradox that nobody is willing to stop the invisible abuse in the society. The cycle of giveâandâtake and
Imbalance.
In every single aspect of our lives.
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Desire is a very strong word.
It's a constant flow of yearning feeling deep within you.
It's a stage of deeply longing for something that you don't have.
It's a heavy pressure deep inside your chest whenever you think of it..
to the point you may experience short term ventricular fibrillation..
You want to have it, hold it, embrace it, release all of the pressure deep down in your chest... calmness you seek..
You can't.
It's a prolong obsessively thinking of it.. can't seem to concentrate on the conversations with the person standing in front of you.
It's when you just suddenly think of it when silence takes place... right in the middle of doing something.
Desire is a craving feeling. You eat, work, sleep with it. Desire is a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen.
More often than not, you can not have what you desire.
Many people misuse the word "desire". They use it, they don't truly feel it. It lost its meaning.
September 05, 2021
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