Air

«You that seek what life is in death,
Now find it air that once was breath.
New names unknown, old names gone:
Till time end bodies, but soul none.»

— Baron Brooke Fulke Greville, "Caelica 83"
"By the question of what,

given that all organisms die,
makes a virtuous and meaningful life."

«What makes life worth living in the face of death? What do you do when the future, no longer a ladder toward your goals in life, flattens out into a perpetual present? »

Do you regret anything if today is the last day of your life? When Breath Becomes Air.
by JVeverMind® February 17, 2022

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Steps

You were born..
You learned to step...your baby steps.
Everybody was watching over you..
Just to make sure you wouldn't fall.

As you grew up, you were so eager to step.
You kept stepping.
You wide opened your eyes and were so ready to explore the world around you.
That was when...you had a sense about meanings of life.

Then, there was a time you felt tired..
You stepped slowly..

Then you were loved...
You stepped in joy.

As you grow old, mature you have become..
You learn how to make one step forward and two steps back.

There are times that you have missteps..
But you get up and keep stepping.

Never stop stepping..
That's a sense of living.

How many steps do you step per day? Make your steps count..

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Some truth 1

First of all, I am not targeting the love of my life. Real reasons that I never mentioned on here will be provided somewhere at the end of this definition.

Secondly, I am here to get this definition rolling on my first and main account that I ever created on here.

Here I am just providing some unsaid truth, or some truths that I think people must try very hard or very best to twist it and misinterpret it in many possible ways. I know those people will read because they follow my accounts like moths to flame (am I shining too bright for you, people? 🤣)
Alright, just some basic truth, ok? I don't have much time to sit here on UD and write a whole book about our meeting, coincidences, elements that led to the meeting, our love, feelings, mind games, real life events and else, even though it is really a whole freaking lengthy book that you might consider it as an education textbook bc it's gonna be more than 1001+ pages.

(1) The person I love was married and had children. I didn't know what happened or what was done during that marriage, neither did I know anything about the life prior to marriage, etc. Well, maybe I knew just a little via some personal investigation, but not much.

(2) The meeting and coincidences were overwhelmed. Can't tell you guys all but I was freaking curious like I just entered another level of consciousness. That was the first time in my life that I saw somebody that had that numbers. For real. Not joking. Those numbers mean a lot and played a big part in my childhood. I saw similarity in the person's behaviors when the person wasn't looking (wasn't aware that I was there looking), those behaviors were just like mine. Instantly, I had the "home" feeling. Like father, mother, brother, sister, but not blood related. I soon knew that the person father's bd is as same as my mother's bd (different genders). After many more coincidences, especially the coincidence about our birthdays that were added up to the year that we met. I wanted to be the person's brother or sister to understand more about this mystery, and I thought maybe I could discover some answers that I have been seeking for my entire existence. Didn't go as planned.

(3) Rare people are just strict, and value themselves. If they ever were in a relationship, didn't mean/ doesn't mean that they know about kissing or are experienced in kissing and else. Sometimes, they still feel shy at the kissing scenes or still search on YouTube about how to kiss. Just understand that about "rare people" and move on from this topic. Don't know what else to say.

Some truth 1

Some truth 3

Can you all tell me a little bit about "return the same energy" and "hypocrite" concepts? Can you tell me one single lie that I ever told anybody in person that I ever met? "I don't lie, else, I don't speak". Do you guys even have the basic understanding of what you are talking about when mentioning "return the same energy" and "hypocrite" concepts when indirectly referring to me? If you can't tell me one single thing that I ever did that you think it is justified for me to receive this "same energy" (and I know this is just an excuses for the wrongdoings, possibly mistakes, and lies that ones ever made), then how's about I will slap you guys really hard in the face with all of the truth? Can't tell me that straight to my face? Why? You guys know it yourself that those are all just lies and are afraid of being confronted by the truth? Or you guys are just heros behind the keyboards? A whimp? A coward? Just a PVT E-1 while I am the general that leads the whole army?

Ah btw, I am only shy, gentle, dedicated, and loving toward someone that I have feelings for. That is one of the stupid traits from my zodiac sign that I also have. The person saw me many times in real life how shy and silly I still was and am in front of the person even when I was mad somehow. Toward others, they are going to walk into fire when they do me wrong. I am a female and it's only me, myself, and I in this battle alone, so why don't you guys (who believe otherwise) go find me in public and line up in line (both men and women) to get slapped really hard in the face with the truth when ones can't tell me one thing I initially did wrong or lie about? (I will spare children who are under 18 years old and elders who are above 40 years old). And then, let me purify your face so that you can take off your masks, purify your heart, and give some wisdom to your lame mind using my Holy Water and Holy Fire? The dumbasses are massive, so I demand assistance from bots to help me slap the massive stupidity. Don't be shy, I have seen multiple faces from the crews. I am not shy toward people (other than toward someone I love) and be ready to uphold my integrity, why are you guys afraid? 🤣 I am just a lady. Look for me in public and line up for me, don't make me look for you guys. I can't possibly find all of you guys. Impossible. Try to be a warrior like me. Not a coward. So, come.

Ignore all of my typos, please. 🤣 I don't turn auto-correction on.

Just some truth 3

525

I returned to that place
Now trees are full of life.
Grass are so much greener in my eyes.

I saw a wild rabbit,
was munching on green grass.
"Want a sip of water?" – I asked.
It couldn't say.
Just looking at me in a friendly way.
Licking a few drops of water I gave.
Then... it hopped away..

Many beautiful blue birds were flying.
"Chip, chip", were they talking to me..?
"Can't understand your language. I'm sorry...."

I saw a red dragonfly.
Then a pink one flew near by.
Played with each others side by side.
Oh, that was one of the most beautiful sights.

I sat on a bench,
Under so many tall trees,
Deep inside, I wish you were here with me
Felt inspired to write this entry.

Suddenly,
A California traveller approached.
Asked if she could take me a photo.
Smiled, I shook my head "no"

I played with an obese squirrel
The tag was 616, you know..
Everything looked so bright,
But why was my heart filled with sorrows?
Slowly I stepped, slowly tears fell.

It's okay. It's just another day.
525 Time flies.
by JVeverMind® May 25, 2022

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Korkuyorum

"You say you love rain,

but you open your umbrella.

You say you love the sun,

but you find a shadow spot.

You say you love the wind,

but you close your windows.

This is why I am afraid
when you say that you love me too."

– William Shakespeare

Korkuyorum meaning I am afraid... or have been afraid.

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I remember

I remember it was so peaceful back then. I could freely to let my mind wander into the imagination world without getting into any troubles.

I remember I was so carefree and innocent. There was no pains or sorrows that I can recall.. or at least, I didn't understand what they were.

I remember I climbed to the roof of my house and just sat there, enjoyed the wind and looking at those flock of birds flying around as I was trying to feed them grains.

Please give me a one way ticket back to my childhood.

Reality is brutal.

I remember ..
when I was 14 and before..
by JVeverMind® January 30, 2022

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