Always the smart one. People think heâs just annoying. That heâs just an attention seeker. Heâs not. You get to know him, you fall for him. Not in love. No. He pulls people down with him. Heâs a genius. He truly is. Heâs mind is shattered, filled with broken thoughts that he canât control. He doesnât love. He sees people as chunks of hydrogen and carbon. Heâs the one who doesnât give a fuck bout his looks. Heâs the guy whoâs words hurt the most. He says he hates you and the next day he asks you to hang out like nothing happened. Yeah he means the stuff he says as a joke. Itâs not funny to you tho. Michael.I wouldnât wanna have his mind. His problems are not âhaving a bad hair day, getting bad grades, fighting his parentsâ. His problems are his thoughts. About the world, society, freedom, and point of life. Heâs the guy that will tell you
âSink. Sink down with society. Sink into your doom. Sink to your death. Sink to your eternity. Forever trying to swim up.â
Heâs the narcissist. Heâs the crazy one. Heâs the only one who understands your pain. And heâs the one youâll fall for. And you wonât be able to decide if itâs love, pain or pity.
You: you helped me more than my therapist.
Michael: how? I do nothing. I sink people down with me without a plan. And it doesnât help. Itâs purely selfish.
Or
Someone: I donât recommend getting deep with Michael.
You: But heâs the only one who understands me.