He was the sexiest guy when I was in middle school. Of course he was a senior at that point and I thought way out of my league back then. Now, all these years later HE tracks me down out of the clear blue and he's much much older now, as am I. But I have totally inflated his ego and he keeps forgetting which league we belong in because I try to be humble. I think he really needs a super reality check. If he is fucking my mom, just because she is showing him attention, he is a stupid ass. He's got a full grown yet look young, still beautiful outside and work on my inner beauty and character every single day. A lady in the street but a freak in the sheets. I treat him like he's my King. But he keeps forgetting that if he keeps taking this Queen for granted and expecting me to be the only one crawling back, he has another thing coming. I'm finally done. Travis I love you with all my heart. I don't wanna control you and do not want you controlling me. If by me setting you free and seeing what you do with it shows me that you cannot keep your word and promises to me and you cannot consistently treat me well and allow me to treat you well. You Will Lose Me. This is it. I mean it. I want you, I love you and I never want anyone else but you ever again, BUT I will leave if I'm unappreciated honey. Okay? I wanna be together forever and I wanna be your wife baby. Come on. Please. I pray that you do see your attitude and try to make things right with me this time ð
Travis, don't fuck this up. I promise you've got a ride or die right in front of you. Okay? I want you but I won't outstay my welcome and be treated bad or ignored or rejected constantly. Make up your mind just like I had to make up mine.