Trantiveness

The emotion that results when the centers for pleasure and pain locked into simultaneous and continuous activation at beyond human intensity. This occurs via psychic trauma and/or radical non-sapient transfiguration resulting from encounters with cosmic entities. The body and mind is reformed into a bio-engineered conduit for pure pain and pleasure impulses The metabolic activity is so great that the body itself will distort and reform with surges of each opposing impulse.

Bob was sent into a howling void of "trantiveness." All thought, consciousness and awareness was ripped from him. He was transmogrified into a horrific and maddeningly engineered flesh machine, capable only of perceiving purest bliss and sharpest suffering. He dared to flip off Cthulhu and received his eternal punishment and reward. Bob remained "trantive" until the stars became dust.