Rai a girl that seems to be nice most the time, doesnât give her opinions because she doesnât want to offend anyone. Puts on a fake smile every day and tells her friends and family shes fine, when really shes the opposite. She has zero self confidence and suffers from anxiety and depression, but doesnât tell anyone. Because shes afraid they'll leave her. Everyone thinks she has a perfect life, always happy, good friends, good grades, and a great personality when in reality youâre never happy, donât have good friends or good grades, and you hate yourself and your personality. You hate showing any emotion and never cry in front of people because you feel week, you don't really cry at all. You are amazing at hiding all emotions and never letting anyone see them. You have trust issues but youâre the most trustworthy. You can keep all secrets and are loyal to your friends. Nobody knows your true personality and you feel that nobody is ever there for you... youâre there for yourself only.