Heart Broken

When you put everything that you have into a relationship and you fall in love but then the person that you are desperately in love with stumps your heart and watches it fall and shrivel in the gutter. When he kisses another girl and doesn't really think about how it makes you feel. when he leaves you for someone else who probably isn't even capable of loving him as much as you did. When he leaves you cause thing's got tough without even trying to fix it. When you smile in his face but are truely crying inside. When you cry puddles every night because you love him so much that it hurts. You barely feel able to carry on because you think about how you lost him and are asking yourself why...you are broken... you can't move on because you love him so much that you pray every night that there is still hope knowing that there isn't.

I am so heart broken that it has become so painful to the point that i am so afraid to even love again.