Dark white

It's gray dumbass. What do want from me?

Look at that dark white wall.

sayoriphobia

The fear of a close friend or loved one committing suicide. Much akin to the character Sayori from the visual novel Doki Doki Literature Club. In the game, Sayori is your childhood best friend and potential love interest, before she commits suicide at the end of the game's first act.

Because of my severe sayoriphobia, I never let my friends touch rope in my company.