Alexia

alexia is a person that i miss so much.

She was a relief in my life and i hate myself for had tell her that i love her.
she was of course a human being that in my eyes was perfect but in reality had many imperfections and she probably doesn’t even fell the same amount of sentiment that i prove for her but it doesn’t matter.
Now she is in another place, we don’t communicate anymore and i feel like i lost a piece of my soul.
Please forgive me and talk to me because i feel like dying without you.
But at the same time i i don’t want to be your friends anymore because I feel something too powerful that I don’t want to see you.
when you will come back i wish that…i don’t know what i wish…i just want to see if you are changed and became more beautiful…i love you…i’m sorry…i miss you so much

x : do you know alexia?
me : yes but no