Heartache

A feeling like no other, and only if you really feel it could you honestly understand it.
a few examples.
your parents, could have there problems, that makes you feel crazy.
they could be either bad parents to you and treat you wrong, and when i say wrong, im stretching that word over everything bad that they could do.

Or your parents fighting, drives you crazy.
And maybe you really care about both of them
maybe there both wrong too, maybe they are both depressed, and are just headstrong on a feeling they are better off letting go and loving eachother so they both dont fall apart.
It can come from rape.
And not being able to live with it sometimes.

Or, and the like biggest one of them all love!
oh loveee.
you can get it no matter what from relationships with people.
but some heartache is refundable, and can be healed.
true heartache is something one must watch for..its how the most strongest fall..
there are many things that people can do when they feel true heartache, it brings every problem and everything done wrong in that persons life into one thing, love, and after that happens things start to disappear from the list of importance.
it can make you forget about everything and drive you insanne.
but it can shape you as well, if you let it, it can make you a better person.
To feel heartache something really bad must happen in your life, and within you and how you feel.
to say your in love is easy, not being able to get over someone forever, is heartache.

No matter what i do, im always wrong to her.
Everything is seen different in my eyes to her.
and now shes leaving, not knowing how i felt in the first place.
been with her four years and i guess we both didnt learn one thing about eachother.
So nowi will live in her shadow, and be with her forever.
alone.
in pain.
but being scared to do because there is another chance, you die inside a little bit each day..i can keep going..hahahaha.
heartache.

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