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I get it…
This was never you!!!
I fought the coincidences for so long…
It had to be …
But that is because so much I wanted it to be…
That explains so much…
I couldn’t not believe….
I wanted you to love me…
These words write…
For my heart to see…
This reality…
As for my dream…
It can still be…
Only when I catch a zzzz…
Ass
I was wrong on everything!!!
How could it be?
The birthday post…
And the others…
All was just a coincidence…
The numbers I surely thought…
As it has been years…
But again…
In my mind…
All the things I have done…
And I wondered why your response was none…
Now I see with clarity…
What I mean…
As it was never me…
You loved more than everything…
And with that I am a dumbass…
Again…
The words you have not spoken…
Once again has left my heart broken
The actions you do
Have told me we are through
No bother I will be
As for me, you will not see
I understand your dream
Is not to be with me
The numbers may move
But it is not meant to make my heart groove
This heart I will mend
And Love to you I will always send
Even though, in the end
There is no longer a when
I understand you eighty six
And with that this heart I will fix
An ass I have made of myself a time or two
I guarantee no more will there be a few
This dream was all in my head…
Now the tears I shed…
Why do I believe that he loves me…
It is plain to see…
It is not me he longs with to be…
Once again that reality…
Reminding me…
Why do I keep looking?
Why do I make them move?
Because I love you!!!
Probably a laugh you do…
Could I be wrong?
How I would love that to be the song…
I didn’t know how we were going to get there…
But I always believed…
In the dream…
Of you and me…
Our connection…
Was only my reflection…
Makes sense now as to why you didn’t get your mail…
Or the turkey call numbers…
My favorite date 06/08…
All the other changes in this year 2023
Why your eyes, I never see…
Because you think I am bat shit crazy
Maybe I put my heart up my ass🤔🤔
I was wrong all of this time!!!
I find it so hard to believe…
The posts coinciding with where I was or what I was doing…
The numbers connecting to mine…
But the video, with emphasizing the accessory was completely directed to me…
Which then makes other things make complete sense…
All the things I did… the mail, windows, vehicle, twirling and swatting, phone calls, messages….
I guess you were right during my window 1, you had no idea what I was talking about.
I am so sorry…
Avoid you, I definitely plan to do.
Wow!!! I am a dumbass!!!
So long UD
I see where you are at…
I don’t like it…
But I have no choice
But to respect it…
My love for you will never end…
My heart…
A little I will try to mend…
Ironically, I would not trade this love I feel for anything…
Even though I never got in your arms…
Told you I love you…
My heart knows I do…
And always will…
I may have made an ass out of myself numerous times…
But it was worth it every time…
As love has no shame…
It is not a game…
It just wasn’t the time for our love to shine…
I will always dream…
Of that one day…
With you and me…