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Feeling lost, sad, pain and misguided. Alone and a role of thought that you don’t matter and constant struggle
My friend is going thru depression and I don’t know how to help him....
Depression is not a joke it is when you don’t care about anything and you start feeling like there is no purpose of living in the world and you are sad because you have a lot of feelings inside you that you can’t stand and want to tell someone but you can’t because you don’t know if they will continue to be your friend like how everyone else did, depression is a horrible thing every acts like that have that but for attention. Depression is a feeling like you can’t stand nothing and the slightest things bother you, everyone you have becomes fake and back stabs you. You feel it your worthless and on now cares about you and you just think about how if you died no one would care.
Oh lord why do I have depression😞.
One of the things you get from school, next to anxiety.
It's just the first day of school and I already have a depression.
Its like drowning, but you can see everyone around you breathing.
"Its the same ending every damn time" Depression is an endless cycle of never being good enough.
Imagine being in a cave and your trapped in a cage. There is no escape. Your surrounded by darkness. There is no light no happiness. Snd you know if you do feel happy it all ends. And your left in that cage all alone begging to be free. You will scream out for help no one will hear you. You cry but everyone thinks your attention seeking. You want to be like everyine else. You want to experience everything like everyone else but you cant. You can't breath. You start to loose interest in all your hobbys and fun activities. You push away your friends. You stop loving as much as you did. Because you realised no one ever loved you. Your alone. Your scared. You are on the edge of crying. Everyone ignores you. No one listens but when they have problems they will come crying t you and all you can do is listen and feel bad because you know what it's like and you don't want anyone else to feel like this. You start to get angry a lot more. Your changing and there's nothing you can do to control it. It's like your losing control of your own life and the only way to regain that control is suicide. Depression is a bitch and it's not a joke.
But for anyone who feels like this nd might be suffering with depression . You are beautiful and a lot of poeple love you. You are not alone. Reach out to someone. It might be a loved one or a counceller. You are a wonderful human being and anyone who tells you otherwise are just jealous and have nothing better to do with their life. Keep trying. I love you. You are a flower and all you need to do is bloom. No matter what your looks don't mean anything. You might be skinny or fat (i hate to say that word) tall or short but that doesn't mean anything. You are still beautiful. Everyone is unique and phenomenal. Please remember this.
Your skin isn't paper dont cut it,
You body/figure isn't a book don't judge it,
Your life isn't a movie don't end it!
Stay strong my babes. I love you all.
Depression is when you feel so emotionally terrible and ill that sometimes you feel like you don’t want to exist or just wanna fucking die every single day as you are falling into a never ending pit of sadness and melancholy. Sometimes you feel like it’s gonna be okay but then you feel it hit you and your face is drenched in tears. People throw this word around too much like “oh I’m so depressed” because you just wanna hide your hurting, especially when they post it online.
So people who haven’t felt depression before listen: if your family member, friend or just someone you know looks like they have depression.. talk to them. I would’ve killed myself if it hadn’t been for my mother asking me if I had depression.
Person: are you okay dude?
Person 2: no..
Person: why?
Person 2: I have depression
Person: it’s just a phase, everyone says they have depression 😒