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I’m not concerned about overthinking, and I trust feelings. That head/heart balance thing…I’d like to know both of yours and share mine. Are you wanting to totally avoid each other in real life, or can we get to know each other? What decision do you mean?
I wish I had more of you than UD, I don’t really like it here. I don’t like sharing this with other people and guessing.
For transparency: I’ve posted two definitions under this name (including this) and about six others under another pen name/no name around the start of this year. I’ve never been on discord. The last time we emailed was April 10.
I miss you. I was so sad the times I thought I’d get to talk to you then didn’t. I’d been looking forward to seeing you, imagining.
931 I don’t even want to admit how much you make me feel
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Blood Moon...
With a kiss of pure steel I pierce the skin
With a wish it sinks within
931
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I told you (and myself) I wasn’t going to initiate contact, but I didn’t want that. I miss the small ways we would check in with each other. I miss you. I don’t understand where we are. Please help me.
You are so intelligent, I love that about you. I’m sure you know who this is, that our last conversation was 9/28. I won’t conceal my messages, I want you to know who I am. Nothing hidden, I’ve told you about each time I posted a definition.
I hope you also know how I feel. I have so much affection and respect for you. My heart opens even knowing you exist. I’ve never begged a man like I did in that email, begged just to write to you. I can’t believe myself. It is easy to go there and be vulnerable with you, but sometimes it hurts.
I felt absolutely insane when I read your reply. Platonic relationship, or we shouldn’t be in contact…and you didn’t intend to suggest otherwise 🥺 I have trouble reconciling that with what I see on UD. I have an even harder time reconciling it with what happens when our eyes meet, or we talk, or smile, or touch hands. That feeling, connection, it wasn’t real? Why balk when I want to be closer? This is just me, I want to be gentle and loving to you no matter what, you can trust me. Help me understand.
I lose words when I try to explain how I feel. Like we recognize each other on a molecular level. Electric and deep. A knowledge there is so much to explore
931 Possibilities…
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931
Encoded scriptures I cannot understand just tell me plainly, and I will be the one to hold your hand
Are you who I think you are give me a clue I’m not that smart, but you know I love you
To be in your arms, a fresh new start that is what is in my heart the one up above guide me hoping with you he wants me to be
931 when you’re not sure about things, but the one thing you know, you love the one you love with all of your soul
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Fellow Ghost
Its not me your looking for..
The person that hurt you Is not here looking for numbers to connect with you, perhaps he/she is very happy living his/her life..I suggest you do the same.
Read a book, go to the movies, drive to the beach, and i know it sounds eazy if your feeling ok but you need to try It out if things are bad in your side.
I try to remember what was my motivation to start writing here and i have to confess..i think many people in UD need someone to talk to, someone to have empathy with, i recomend therapy and a good friend.
Lets remember allways to be careful with the people we Let in our lives, evil has many forms and uses many masks, learn to say NO and set límites.
Evil has a friendly face but an empty heart......
Wish you the best
931 look for yourself
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One path...
2 ways, 2 lines ....
Waiting freely ...
To see you one more time ...
To wisper my heart to you ♥️
I love you baby ...
931 ... do you know God loves us ?
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Here can be incredibly confusing. There is a lot of love on here. However, there is quite a bit of dislike towards others (dislike button as you noticed).
The problem arises is no one really knows who is who and if a person posting in their “one”. A few people will believe the same person is their “one” which only adds to their dislike button usage, confusion and hurt. When in all actuality the one we all desire is not the same physical person.
I tried a while back for people to communicate with each other to help ease their hurt, confusion, and maybe support each other. However, it never manifested.
As for a love situation ever working out? I don’t have an answer for you on that… I try to remain positive and believe… don’t get me wrong there are definitely tears shed along the way… but for me, this guy has my heart ❤️
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