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I’m not concerned about overthinking, and I trust feelings. That head/heart balance thing…I’d like to know both of yours and share mine. Are you wanting to totally avoid each other in real life, or can we get to know each other? What decision do you mean?
I wish I had more of you than UD, I don’t really like it here. I don’t like sharing this with other people and guessing.

For transparency: I’ve posted two definitions under this name (including this) and about six others under another pen name/no name around the start of this year. I’ve never been on discord. The last time we emailed was April 10.

I miss you. I was so sad the times I thought I’d get to talk to you then didn’t. I’d been looking forward to seeing you, imagining.

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Blood Moon...

With a kiss of pure steel I pierce the skin
With a wish it sinks within

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I told you (and myself) I wasn’t going to initiate contact, but I didn’t want that. I miss the small ways we would check in with each other. I miss you. I don’t understand where we are. Please help me.

You are so intelligent, I love that about you. I’m sure you know who this is, that our last conversation was 9/28. I won’t conceal my messages, I want you to know who I am. Nothing hidden, I’ve told you about each time I posted a definition.

I hope you also know how I feel. I have so much affection and respect for you. My heart opens even knowing you exist. I’ve never begged a man like I did in that email, begged just to write to you. I can’t believe myself. It is easy to go there and be vulnerable with you, but sometimes it hurts.

I felt absolutely insane when I read your reply. Platonic relationship, or we shouldn’t be in contact…and you didn’t intend to suggest otherwise 🥺 I have trouble reconciling that with what I see on UD. I have an even harder time reconciling it with what happens when our eyes meet, or we talk, or smile, or touch hands. That feeling, connection, it wasn’t real? Why balk when I want to be closer? This is just me, I want to be gentle and loving to you no matter what, you can trust me. Help me understand.

I lose words when I try to explain how I feel. Like we recognize each other on a molecular level. Electric and deep. A knowledge there is so much to explore

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Loving someone…
They are the one…
Not a single doubt …
No matter what happens…
They will always have your heart…

Just like from day one!!!
YOU are my one!!!
Always ❤️
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Encoded scriptures I cannot understand just tell me plainly, and I will be the one to hold your hand

Are you who I think you are give me a clue I’m not that smart, but you know I love you

To be in your arms, a fresh new start that is what is in my heart the one up above guide me hoping with you he wants me to be

931 when you’re not sure about things, but the one thing you know, you love the one you love with all of your soul

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Fellow Ghost
Its not me your looking for..
The person that hurt you Is not here looking for numbers to connect with you, perhaps he/she is very happy living his/her life..I suggest you do the same.

Read a book, go to the movies, drive to the beach, and i know it sounds eazy if your feeling ok but you need to try It out if things are bad in your side.

I try to remember what was my motivation to start writing here and i have to confess..i think many people in UD need someone to talk to, someone to have empathy with, i recomend therapy and a good friend.

Lets remember allways to be careful with the people we Let in our lives, evil has many forms and uses many masks, learn to say NO and set límites.

Evil has a friendly face but an empty heart......

Wish you the best

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"Nothing in the world belongs to me
But my love mine, all mine, all mine..."

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