A combined word from
ar·du·ous
1. involving or requiring strenuous effort; difficult and tiring.
"an arduous journey"
vice
1a: moral depravity or corruption: wickedness
Ardvice
to mean a difficult personal weakness one struggles to overcome.
There is a moment in loneliness when you no longer use
the distraction of ardvice.
Ardice a combination of the words
ar·du·ous
1. involving or requiring strenuous effort; difficult and tiring.
"an arduous journey"
vice
1a : moral depravity or corruption: wickedness
Ardvice:
A personal vice one struggles with.
There is a moment in loneliness when you no longer use
the distraction of ardvice.