MY OWN WORD I CAME UP WITH
one's thought process of wondering what would happen if they chose to decide on the opposite choice at one point in their lives. a mix of the latin words, "contrarium" and "arbitrium"
.. - hmm.. sometimes I wonder what would happen if I chose to ride the bus instead of walk to school?
,, - Ah.. I see you are stuck in a cobitrium, my friend.
.. - Cobitrium? What is that?