Leon my bean

So it may have been taken down now but on the 6th of April 2023 I wrote about my then boyfriend leon I loved leon but the sunset is beautiful isn't it? Why did it have to be this way I don't know but I wish I was a better person and that I could let go of my emotions. I don't know if he ever loved me but we were together from 27/03/23 - 27/05/23 (UK system) it's been 25 days since "the end" and each day I've thought about him, it's been in a way a quick 25 days because even though we were together from winter to the early summer that time felt longer than now due to the fact I didn't stop missing him when he wasn't around.
P. S: I still miss him and I wait for him but I've had to come to terms with the fact I've spent so long on a losing game.

I guess I've gone from saying Leon my bean to,

I lost my bean.

Leon my beans

It's been 105 days. His girlfriend broke up with him, I tried helping him through it but only four days after she broke up with him I blurted out that I still love him and how I hate myself for it. He tried to be nice but I know I've gone and ruined things all over again. I miss him so much.

Leon, could you please get my beans?....Leon! Leon my beans !!!

Leon my bean jealous

It's been 47 days yet I can't get you off my mind even though you have a girlfriend because I love you to the moon and back. No seriously I even love you to Pluto and back but you don't love me too, I would give up everything for you but you won't do that too, I just wanna kiss and hug you, I wanna reassure you, tell you that you'll be alright and that I love you, well anyway this is the message I was going to send you, I guess it's pointless now tho as if you saw it you would probably show her, your girlfriend I mean, oh god I'm jealous of her, she's so beautiful and kind and most of all she has you and your precious addictive heart.

I'm guessing you found this from searching Leon my bean but instead you've got Leon my bean jealous sorry x.