Wanderer

«All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.

From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.»
— J.R.R Tolkien

Wanderer.
To be lost. To be found.

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I Love You - Pushkin

The original:
Я вас любил: любовь еще, быть может,
В душе моей угасла не совсем;
Но пусть она вас больше не тревожит;
Я не хочу печалить вас ничем.
Я вас любил безмолвно, безнадежно,
То робостью, то ревностью томим;
Я вас любил так искренно, так нежно,
Как дай вам бог любимой быть другим.

Translation by Babette Deutsch:
"I loved you; and perhaps I love you still,
The flame, perhaps, is not extinguished; yet
It burns so quietly within my soul,
No longer should you feel distressed by it.

Silently and hopelessly I loved you,
At times too jealous and at times too shy.
God grant you find another who will love you
As tenderly and truthfully as I."

Another translation:
"I loved you: yet the love, maybe,
Has not extinguished in my heart;
But hence may not it trouble thee;
I do not want to make you sad.
I loved you hopelessly and mutely,
Now with shyness, now with jealousy being vexed;
I loved you so sincerely, so fondly,
Likewise may someone love you next."

This is one of my most favorite poems in my literature class in 7th grade. It represents the silent love - fondly, desperately, sincerely, yet... selflessly.

The kind of love I have always desire to experience. The kind that I would be the one who loves the person silently and quietly. The kind that I will keep on giving my love and care, without actually receive it back in reality...

The love maybe... should be... remained in our imaginations.
I love that poem I Love You - Pushkin
by Renaissance® September 05, 2021

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Is there?

There will be someone..

Who pulls pranks on her.
Not to laugh at her...
Just wants to laugh with her...

Who knows her secrets.
..knows her weaknesses and strengths.
..knows her inside out.

Who understands we are imperfect, make mistakes..
and does not dwell on small mistakes.

Someone
Who treats her right from the very beginning to end.
Who appreciates her efforts, kindness and care.
Who pays attention to little things she does for him.
Someone who wants her as much as she wants him.
Someone who..
loves her fondly.
Tenderly.
with high respect.
and never wants to make her cry.

Someone who loves her soul and doesn't leave her for others as they both grow older..

Someone who is never bored of her love.. because being so loved is never enough.
It hurts likes a thousand cuts in her heart.
There will be someone out there for her that loves her dearly. Just don't know where.
Où es tu?

Is there?
Isn't it unfair when God create her but did not create her other half so that it would completes her?

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by and on October 12, 2021

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Memoir

It's been a long time since I wanted peace
To forget all the sadness in life from the broken masterpiece–
The shattered love that has divided my dream path in two.
Every day and night, I feel a deep void in my heart that follows me through.

I've been trying to find it for a long time,
A sleep that I don't call your name anymore.
But you're still here in my thoughts, in my longing words
That are still as passonate as the old days.

It's been a long time since we forgot the raindrops–
That allows life to germinate and thrive after the autumn leaves,
Like how we forget my heart has been bleeding tears for thee,
Quiet teardrops of sadness that fallen deeply from my soul.

For a long time, I have wanted to bury it–
A fragment of a painting in my heart from a long time ago.
But the silhouette of you is still so vivid.
Suddenly, I realize that my love has been like a strong wave that I failed to admit.

It's been a long time that I wanted to send that love
To the unknown future where hope might still be await,
To the distance so my wounded heart can gradually heal today,
So I can smile and tell you that I am okay.

I've been in love with you for the longest time.
A memoir of a loving soul.

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ZzZ

222 symbolizes Zzz
It means I am sleepy today.

When I am exhausted, I sleep.
When I am upset, I sleep.
When I try to find you, I sleep.

I sleep to escape the unpleasant (or imperfect) reality.
I escape to the imagination world, to my fantasy, to the beautiful things that are often not visible to us...
...or can be seen by our own eyes.

«If one sense is lost/off, the areas of the brain that handle sensory information do not go unused — they get rewired and put to work processing other senses»

So I close my eyes.

I want to get lost in that beautiful ocean
Wander around..
Until I get caught..
And you direct me out... (before I drown)

Girl: Hi! I'm 222.
Guy: Me too. You didn't have enough sleep?
Girl: I was working on some projects. I only have an average of three to four hours of sleep lately.
Guy: You don't require sleep like most people? Sleeping feels so good.
Girl: I do sleep a lot. (I just have been thinking about you...)

ZzZ
by Renaissance® October 05, 2021

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718

Learn and Grow.
Talk less, do more.
Be sincere and authentic.
Be caring and compassionate in life.

Everybody was born unique.
Don't live your life as a duplicate/copy.

You know, one of the questions all of us should ask ourselves:

«Are we living or existing?»
Simple, but deep.

718 is encouraging to do more, think more, talk less. Learn and definitely have to grow from it.
by JVeverMind® August 29, 2021

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Hopeless

When you try to say something, and you cannot find the right words to say.

When you try to say something, and words are stubbornly hidden, do not want to come out.

Misunderstanding, you are afraid of.
Afraid of being accused of having ulterior motives or bad intentions.

It's hard, really hard..
Because you are a very kind-hearted person..by nature.

When you try to do something, and everything goes against you.

Prevent you from achieving accomplishment in every possible way.

When you try to do something, and everything just goes out of scope.

When you try over and over again, and things don't go as planned.

When you walk in the dark, and darkness is all you see.

When you are so straightforward and do not like ambiguity, you realize " it is not as same as me."

You feel hopeless, sometimes.
You want to give up.
Give in.
Stop trying.
Que Sera Sera.
Hasta La Vista, maybe?

I just want to be so kind.
Delightful life I seek.
Sorrow, distress, tiredness.
None of it ...we truly need.
Feel so hopeless to find a good friend who is there for you. Friends.. it has an end. They part away to start their own lives. Friends...one goes East and one goes West.. Guess what, those friends never meet again..

by JVeverMind October 07, 2021

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